I'm really confused about this SUI path.

Back in May, I stubbornly went long and held my position for 38 days with heavy losses, ultimately evaporating $34,999 from my account—this loss made me seriously doubt my life choices. In July, despite not believing in evil, I continued to gamble everything and held on for more than three months, resulting in another loss of $4,990.

October has been a nightmare month. I opened a long position on the 22nd and lost $1,373, then added to my position on the 30th and lost another $3,429. On the 31st, I caught a rebound and thought I was turning things around, but ended up making only $931? It's a drop in the bucket, my friends.

At the beginning of November, I was a bit more awake. On the 2nd, I went long and made 619 dollars. On the 3rd, I finally reversed to short and earned 2,184 dollars (this might be the highlight of the year). As a result, on the 4th, with two short positions, one nearly broke even with a loss of 10 dollars, while the other directly gave back 1,166 dollars.

It was even more outrageous on the 5th, with a short position losing $2,351, another short position making $813, and a long position earning $896—going back and forth could make one dizzy. On the 6th, going long continued to lose $744, and on the 8th, the short position lost another $1,379.

On the 21st! That day I finally executed professional-level operations, short position directly harvesting $8,406! The excitement at that moment was incredible, and I immediately went long on the 22nd hoping to continue the myth—resulting in two consecutive losses of $3,255 and $1,383. On the 24th, I lost $3,010 on a short position, and on the 25th, I lost another $4,044 on a short position.

Final statistics: Net loss of $49,526.48.

No wonder my score on a certain risk management platform is only 20 points (extremely low level). Both long and short positions get hit, back and forth, this is probably what is known as "market tuition fees." Everyone, contracts have risks, so be cautious when opening positions.